This
spring/summer has brought us a very active firefly mating season. In
May and June, hundreds of fireflies drift through the nighttime air,
flashing their particular species' signal, hoping to find a mate and
carry on their species' existence. The males float along, flashing
their signal—looking for a female who might respond with a similar
flash code from the ground; all driven to mate and procreate.
Over
the last few years we've observed a decreasing number of
flashes—worrying us about the health of these incandescent beetles.
(Yes, they're not a true fly, but a beetle.) Maybe last summer's
plentiful rain was favorable to the health of the current generation?
In any case, we're thrilled with their plentiful flashing displays
this year.
On
a recent evening, I was settling into an overnight sojourn in my
meditation hut, deeply absorbed by the multiple illuminations of
these wee light sources. Many subspecies were active that night, as I
observed a wide variety of flash codes—from steady flares of a
second or so in duration to twinkles that pulsed several times a
second. It was truly mesmerizing.
I
had lit my customary candle and set it outside on a statue of the
Buddha, when I began to notice several fireflies hovering near the
candle. Were they intrigued by its beacon? Did one of them wish to
mate with this mysterious and continuous light source?
My
mind played with the whimsical possibilities that could be playing
out. I began to imagine what might be going on in the minds of these
flashing beetles. I fantasized about how they could possibly
interpret the light from the candle. They must have been amazed at
the strong, unwavering nature of the strange luminescence being
emitted by that thing. They may have been thinking: “It's not
moving. Could it be a female? Why doesn't it blink? There seems to be
something otherworldly about it. It's awe inspiring—almost
frightening.”
Then
one of the fireflies might have exclaimed that it could be a god. “It
doesn't seem threatening, but none of us is able to maintain that
steadfast glow. It obviously has superior powers. It must
be a god.”
Just
then a moth spiraled into the candle, and the fireflies seemed to
back off in amazement. “It has
to be a god, because we've just watched a sacrifice. Hail to the
firefly god!” Many of them moved a little farther away, either out
of respect or fear. Some of them flew off at a distance—not wanting
their god to witness their lurid mating scenes.
I watched two fireflies that remained.
Were they older and wiser? Were they filled with reverence? I
imagined the older one predicting that the god's light would soon
wink out. He'd seen it before. He knew that some of the younger guys
might lose a little faith when that happened, but he also predicted
that in another four nights the god would return, radiating its
steady, holy beacon. “Keep the faith, brother. Our god will
return.”
[Note: My wife and I do
an outdoor bath every four days, after which I spend the night in my
meditation hut. Thus, the wise firefly elder is right. Another candle
will be lit four days from now.]
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